So I woke up today at noon! YUP I said it. Where was Nathen during all this?! I'n his crib just waking up as well. I have no clue how he slept so long but the day is already almost gone and we are just getting started. Today we made the decision to have Nathen and I move back home a month early to start getting the new house ready, get myself a job, and have our life outside of the Marine Corps ready for us. It's going to be really tough because I have no clue what I am doing. For once I cant predict our future. It's scary to think of everyday. This is a huge life change, and I'm hoping everything works out, but apart of me wants us to fail at this because I see a better future for us in the military and that is Brandons back-up plan. I know its not very supporting to think this way but I not a liar and this is my blog. So who cares.
Nathen will be 9 months next week. Man how the time has flown. He is still not where I would like him to be developmentally but everyday we are working on it. We have decided to TCC after we find out the test results from my ultrasound. So in the meantime, I'm working out everyday to reduce my symptoms, going to start taking all my medications and prenatals again, and work harder at getting myself back to how I was. I want this to work.
I have to go run some errands for a fellow wive who isn't in town today. I have been so busy that I have put it aside and I really gotta do this for her before it's too late. Other than that today will be spend making future plans, working out, playing with Nathen and nagging at my husband who wants to sleep all day. YEAH I know funny how I get to sleep when I want but I dont let Brandon do the same. But in all honesty I want to spend time with him, and I want him to spend time with Nathen while we have time too. I'm sure I have other things on my mind but right now I am drawing a blank....
So I guess I will end it at that. TATA
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