Today my doctor diagnosed me with PCOS.. everytime I type this I have no idea what to say next. No this is not a death sentence, But for me this is like death row. I wan another baby, and I know with PCOS i will be filled with plenty of disappointments before we could ever have another baby. this does explain why I have no sex drive, so tired, trouble loosing weight. etc. So I guess this is the beginning of a very hard road. I will start taking all my medications and continue working out more, and im going to start working on a diet.
in other news Nathen and i will be moving back home in a little over a week. Im not ready at all. I'm not packed, the house isnt ready for the movers or inspectors in May. So this week i will be going through the house and getting things ready and clearing out stuff we dont use and get those things ready for a yard sale this weekend. so this will be a busy week.
Im not sure im ready to be without brandon for over a month, but i need to get things ready for life outside of the military. as much as i dont want to, as much as i want him to stay in, and as much as i want to be the one who cant make decisions i have to because brandon wont. he has never done anything responsible in this family. I wish he would just be the man of the house. and im not sure why he cant. ok now im babbling off.
well before i get myself into trouble i need to end this session for now
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